Life!!!

Somedays i wish I was not born into this world!.... A random thought.... I always wonder what is to life that people crave for so much... even the handicapped beggar in his most dismal condition offers you a long life in bargain for a rupee... so what is it that makes life so worthwhile ..... so beautiful.... The reason to live is different for different people.... for some its their love for someone else... for others who have bitten by the explorers bug.... they like to travel the world... see new places ... know different people... take whatever that life has to offer... 

So in order to make sense of your life ... its imperative that you find your source of happiness... now mind you... its not a easy thing to do... people have spent ages to find it..... but do you know what the real secret of finding happiness is??.... you have to stop looking.... only then happiness enters your life... happiness is a state of mind ( I dont know ...how many times I have written this line in my compositions ...while I was at school.. not knowing the real meaning of it..lol). Its just a thought ...of content ....of peace.... to give you an example.... if a person has some amount of money in a bank..... he never uses it ... but has it nevertheless.... the person is happy..... and one fine day .... you tell him that nothing is left there..... the whole world collapses.... its strange isnt it??..... even if the money was there ... he wasnt actually using it..... but the sheer knowledge that it is not there now.... brings sorrow to lives..... 

Its a feeling..... you have got to master it..... otherwise you have to join the rat race.... where everyone is running ... not knowing how long the race is... and what are you gaining out of it.... more importantly what are you losing out of it....

I think you have to get certain failures in life.... try being happy with small things .... it may be as simple as spotting a long lost friend... on the opposite platform waiting for a train.... waving back at him/her .... making silly gestures...just to convey that you are late.... its ok to be late sometimes..... its ok to stand at road and listen to the man playing the flute.... its ok to be sorry.... its ok to ask forgiveness... repeatedly till the person is irritated :P... its ok to find yourself sleeping till 12 in the morning ( dont tell this to my dad :P)... its ok to watch two movies back to back...lol.... its ok to take off ..... some place you dont know.... its ok to laugh without any reason... its ok to be sloppy sometimes... its ok to fall in love... its ok to get rejected.... its ok to be alone.... its ok to take your time to see the rain.... its ok have a little faith...a little hope.... to be perfectly imperfect .... cuz thats what makes you human... and thats exactly what makes life worthwhile!!!


"Hope is a good thing... and no good thing dies"
                                           -not my line :P